Thursday, June 30, 2011

Sharing my bed

Looks like I've been slacking on the blog front but, I will say all other aspects of my life are very well taken care of!  I haven't posted since February, right before my wonderful solo vacation to the beach. Let's see here...what's new?  It's summer in New York city and it's painfully hot!  I'm ready for a holiday.  I'm thinking somewhere with cool breezes and lots of greenery?  I wish I would have taken my friend Alice up on her offer to buy her place in the Hamptons.  I could use a summer home.  Maybe in a few years?  I may have to revise my financial plan.  Mental note:  call Edward Jones!!

On the love front.  I'm happy.  My relationship with Jacob is easy.  My friends like him.  He adores Margo.  It's just so...not complicated that I sometimes find myself trying to make it complicated because I'm so use to SOMETHING being wrong or off. 

He wants us to move in together.  Or rather, move into my posh apartment.  I'm hesitant because I don't want it to have a negative affect on Margo.  I love him but, do I love him enough?

It can be easy but does that mean it's what I truly want?  And really, how can I measure my happiness?